Urgh, life sucks,
I haven't updated my journal in a few months I think, and well yeah it's all down hill.

Won't get much into detail because this is about my art.
I think I've finally done it, I've hit art career at a rock bottom. It's been over a year now since I've actually drawn something and felt satisfied with it. I think the creativity is gone I have no idea's that aren't original and anytime I think of something I just don't want to do it because the idea is just well, crap.

I'll start on something and just give up because I have no enthusiasm to get it done. I'm starting to wonder if I'm cut out for art then again I've circled my future around it so now what am I going to do? Kinda late for change don't you think. Not to mention I'm not good at anything else. I can't play an instrument [well] and I won't make a living spending time on my computer.

I really thought things were going to look up this year but I guess not.
I really don't know what I should do I got nothing.